I am who i am. Second, i had lived a past that you could compare with movies. Would i change it? No, not any more. Being homeless at 23y, parents that couldn't handle my psychical problems they knew when i was born. Creating an own world of letting humanity know that everything is possible. Escaping reality with drugs. Almost 30years old. Went 16 times inside an institution. Longest was 18months and 28days. In total maybe 4-5years. I am happy i have had my past because it made me the man i am today. A young man that created his whole life a dreamworld. A world were i meant something in. To be a part of something that understood me and accepted me as the man i am. I am a very kind and loving person. But that is getting tested each day by humanity. I'm not meant to be here and want to go back home. Heaven/The void/Your space/... i have learned a lot from my past. One day becoming a book (after writing it for 10years haha) aah, no. That is enough said. Like i always say. YOU decide what YOU will See.•°🌹°•. BElieve in the things that YOU BElieve... You are the creater of your own reality. Your thoughts will become if you want it or not. Your reality and believe. Can go on for hours. And that last sentence said it in a way all in once. Do i believe in the Fashion Hero to become reality? No, i always speak from my soul or try to. Because that is who you are. Who am i in my world while old enough to stay with my feeth on the ground. - Top Model - World famous producer/performer/Dj -Rockstar -Moviestar Who am i in this reality? - young man that had just overcome 50% of the thoughts of being a L0ser (thx paps). - A very strong man in his head - psychizo-affective Disorder - ex 'real' Junkie - just me - i don't give a shit about 60% of the things happening to me in life. -... Why do i not believe in the Fashion Hero? Simple because only the sun comes up for nothing. Canada/VS sounds great but that's it. Reality is hard sometimes or just is. It just depends on how to look at things. Appreciate the little things. You giving a 100% to people and getting not more then 5% back. I keep it simple like A. I. said. Learn from yesterday. Live for today, hope for tomorrow. _____/|▪︎~▪︎|\_____ I am happy to become 30years on 6 december this year. Many didn't even made it till that point. Cancer, MS, ... Life is f#cked. Why live then? Just to tell my story how deeply it even goes. Some will laugh about things, others cry, most inspired and given strenght to live that other day. That other day that can change their life and the life of others. Making people happy, is what makes me happy but getting tired. If a person would deserve this chance... I would be a part of that group. Can i pay it? No, simple. Why do i fill in this? Because somebody special said i needed to try. And she is right. I say it to. A no you have and a yes you can get. Mathias verachtert Instagram: m4th_vera or M4th VerA•°

That it is a good idea but that i even doh i had a more difficult past. I am not the person your team is looking for. Look at me, yes short but i'm a handsome man with a lot of pottential for some and a weird one for others. My past was indeed a one were movies are made of. But so are there many more. Wont but do it instantly.•°•. Wish just everybody the best in life. Sharing is caring. People and society are not to handle in my way of living. My lawyer for financial stuff so that my head isn't full isn't doing her job. Don't have a laptop for a year and have the money to buy 25 of them. Why living? For hope. Because hope creates positive thoughts. Positive thoughts creates a positive outcome/world/reality and those thoughts creates you. YOU that is reading this.•°-... I thank you for reading and wish everybody a great day. Allready done that before this • dot i inserted. Love that is sended in the past thru thoughts. Entanglement is what we are at this moment. That moment now allready gone but also not. Because time is made up. Just waithing before mister robot asks us in the future to bring another drink. Hope reïncarnation doesn't excist cuz yes Cobain. Life f#cks us anyway. And yip, just depends on how to look and see. That you will be.•°` All writen from out of the soul created by my own and others vision but mixed thru MV4/M4th VerA•°/Mathias Verachtert/Mathias Albert Godfried Sonja Verachtert...|...

If still questioning this. Please read above again.•°°🇧🇪°°•. __________________________________________